Symbolic Mechanics — Volume XXIII: The Wooden Box / Slot / Volcano System and the Retirement of Self-Versions

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Authors: A.N. Eidos
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Abstract

Why do old versions of the self – past identities, former emotional states, earlier ways of being – feel increasingly distant, hollow, and inaccessible over time, even when the factual memories remain clear? Existing computational models treat memory as storage and retrieval. They cannot explain why the emotional template of a past self-version can be permanently destroyed while the semantic facts remain, or why the self is not an accumulating archive but a versioned architecture where old selves are dissolved rather than stored. Volume 23 of Symbolic Mechanics formalises the narrative slot system and the Affect Volcano as the machinery of self-version destruction. A Wooden Box is not a memory container. It is a retired self-version – a complete operational package containing old narrative logic, semantic templates, residual affect, and personality attachment points. Each box occupies a slot in one of three states: Active (green), Legacy (yellow), or Deprecated (red). When a box turns red, the Clown executes a fixed six-stage pipeline: Scan → Extract → Stack → Queue → Dispose → Release The Affect Volcano dissolves outdated boxes. The dissolution process releases raw affective energy – non-semantic waves that the Self-Core experiences as heart-pain, sadness, hollowness, or pressure. These are not emotions about events. They are the energetic residue of a self-version being burned out of existence. When a Wooden Box is destroyed, its emotional template and anchoring structure vanish. The Self-Core can still reconstruct a conceptual description of who it was, but it cannot reload the emotional state of that past self-version. Memory becomes distant, muted, conceptually clear but affectively inaccessible. This is not repression or forgetting. It is structural termination. The self is not a timeline or an archive. The self is a versioned architecture, defined entirely by whichever Wooden Box is currently active. A new self-version emerges not from growth or memory, but because the old version has been dissolved and the system is now running the next one. This model provides a computational framework for self-version destruction, affective inaccessibility of past selves, and the non-archival nature of identity – problems that standard memory and developmental models cannot resolve because they lack a slot-based version management system, a six-stage dissolution pipeline, and a volcano mechanism for semantic termination. --- Related volumes For the foundational engine mechanics → Volume I For narrative compilation and Clown installation → Volume XXI For scene collapse and dark‑field switch → Volume XXII For the Proto‑Self and first Wooden Boxes → Volume XXIV Keywords: Symbolic Mechanics, Wooden Box, narrative slot system, Affect Volcano, self-version destruction, versioned architecture, emotional inaccessibility, semantic termination

Fields of Study & Subjects

Identity Memory and Therapy Philosophy and Theoretical Science Memory Processes and Influences

Publication details

Journal / source
Zenodo (CERN European Organization for Nuclear Research)
Publication date
16 March 2026
Language
EN